PissedI am very pissed off by my sister today. Her results turned out to be okay. Not good for a JC but relatively enough to get into a course in poly. Yet she wants to stay in that MI. Not that I am against the school but it speaks relatively for itself. I mean it's better to graduate with a dip rather than going MI. What if she can't make it in A levels? She is wasting not 2 but 3 years. I don't want her to walk the footsteps of others who made the same mistake.
Yet she is so against my views. Saying that it is much better to stay in MI. I said well it's her choice. But now she wants to go into a private uni. Worst of all, she wants my mom to sign a loan to sponsor her studies of over 40k. I mean look at our situation. Stop being unreasonable. We can barely afford good things in life and yet she chooses this.
I don't mind if she signs the bond but why make my mom sign? She's not the one studying. And how do you expect her to pay off the loan? In a few years to come by, it's her turn to enjoy life not to spend the rest of her time paying off a loan for some idiot who doesn't deserve it.
I simply don't want my mom to be burden down by a loan. Life is already harsh to her. I don't wish to see anything worse. Haix... Maybe I would even consider signing a loan for my studies and give up what is available for my own. I mean I would rather I be burden by it than my mom. I wish my sister would be more sensible...
I wonder what can I do or say to make her more sensible. If I could die to make her realise I don't even mind. Haix... I wished I could just cry all my troubles away. I wished I would never have to wake up to face all of this. =(
And sorry to someone whom I promised not to go beyond 2 drinks. Just let me be. At least for tonight.
